2007!

Here are some great things in 2007 that happened! (not in any particular order)

Able to let go of a past love and move on!
Met awesome new friends.... i.e: JULIA!
Met Jon Dill!
Fell in love
Cut my hair very very short!
Got a new truck
Got a new tattoo
Mom and Dad's 32nd Wedding Anniversary!
Eleanor Angelina Bayly arrived!
Awesome vacation in Puerto Rico with friends
Awesome Summer with Jon and friends!
Moved in with Jon!
Powell Wedding!
Def Leppard concert
News of Powell baby!
Finished my MBA
Growing my hair back long again!
New job!

There is probably more but its early and I am too excited about 2008 to think back anymore about 2007! It was a graet year! I am pumped for next year which will happen in less than 16 hours!

Its Thursday Night

I have quick thoughts running through my head. I have had a few glasses of wine, however I am not drunk. In a few days I am quitting smoking. Lately smoking has been quite tastey and I have been enjoying them alot. I think that I am getting nervous. notg sure, its just a thought right now. My boyfriend is wonderful. I am in love with him and I want to marry him. He doesnt think its right and its difficult right now. It makes me feel lonely, and that there is no one that wants me. I shouldnt think that way. I know.

he does make me happy, and everyone loves him. LOVES him.... all my girlfriends. My family. Me... Boomer... Wow, its prety great I think.

I am rambling and I have no idea where I was going to go with this. Basically, I felt like writing something... okay typing something.

I am nervous about something... not sure yet exactly. I am going to gues its quitting smoking... nogt sure though.... maybe I am scared about something. But what?!!??!?!

Ill feel differently tomorrow and write something.. I promise.

XOXO

First Christmas!

And its wonderful so far!!!!

365 Days Has Past!

And I am still alive!
I am doing better every day!
I love myself... really I do!
I love my friends, my family
I love Jon!
I love the white snow outside!
I love the feeling I get when I see the bright white flakes falling down on me!
I am not going to be sad today!
I am going to make it through the next 24 hours!
I am still alive!

And I am happy.

December 5 2007

Its the first snow fall of the year (minus the snow we got earlier this winter/spring) its the first snowfall of the 2007-2008 winter season! And I am actually in a good mood. The snow has helped me calm down and realize that life is beautiful and life is everywhere! I love it! Its almost been a year, and I thought that I would have a mental breakdown, but I have not. I am feeling good today and hopefully this good feeling will last. Hopefully.