Its Thursday Night

I have quick thoughts running through my head. I have had a few glasses of wine, however I am not drunk. In a few days I am quitting smoking. Lately smoking has been quite tastey and I have been enjoying them alot. I think that I am getting nervous. notg sure, its just a thought right now. My boyfriend is wonderful. I am in love with him and I want to marry him. He doesnt think its right and its difficult right now. It makes me feel lonely, and that there is no one that wants me. I shouldnt think that way. I know.

he does make me happy, and everyone loves him. LOVES him.... all my girlfriends. My family. Me... Boomer... Wow, its prety great I think.

I am rambling and I have no idea where I was going to go with this. Basically, I felt like writing something... okay typing something.

I am nervous about something... not sure yet exactly. I am going to gues its quitting smoking... nogt sure though.... maybe I am scared about something. But what?!!??!?!

Ill feel differently tomorrow and write something.. I promise.

XOXO