Issues I have Right now.

There are times where I am super depressed because of my body, my skin, the way my skin looks on my body. I have good self-esteem, but its slowly fading. I look in the mirror sometimes and I wonder what kind of monster is growing on my body, why my skin looks and does what its doing. I wonder if the chemo will help. I wonder if the phototherapy will help. I wonder if the creams and other medicines will help. I am wondering if I will ever have healthy skin again.

I hate psoriosis
I hate lupus
I hate phototherapy
I hate chemo
I hate my skin