May 31 2007

It's the last day of May, its 10:22a. I am sitting in the office wearing a black and white polka dotted shirt dress. My hair is cropped short, with hints of red highlights peaking out. I am smiling. I am feeling great! I slept last night very comfortably, and my nights are no longer scary to me. I feel safe.

Today is also the first day that I no longer have to worry about Chemo Shots being pumped into my body every Wednesday and Friday. I look forward now, going to the doctors on Friday knowing that I will just be giving blood, and doing my PUVA treatment.

Things are going well, I cannot complain. Well, thats a lie. I can always complain about something. For instance, I made spaghetti the other night and I could have put more spices in the sauce. But, it still tastes pretty damn good. Thats about all I have to complain about right now! Cool huh?

Oh shit, I need to send out Cat and Bill's gift. I have to do that today! I want it to be there before the baby girl comes! Reminder on a post it note will help!

Good Days are to come!
I am keeping my faith!