Desperate

I woke up crying this morning, not exactly sure why. My mood fits my hair color. Definitely. Why am I so sad today? I cannot fight the tears, they won;t stop running down my face. I feel so broken inside today. I have been taking my Celexa religiously, why is this happening? I feel good one day and my spirits are high, then as soon as you know it, I crash... HARD. I had a good day yesterday, why is it today that I am so sad? I feel so fucking sad and I cannot stop crying. Please stop crying. I feel as if everything inside is broken, my heart, my stomach, my life...broken and torn.