325

Its been 325 days, and its can still be as painful as the day 1. I am sad and depressed often, and feel hopeless, and very angry with myself. I am sad that its affecting my relationship with others. I am still very angry and tormented by that man in blue, and this morning I felt the pains all over again, and it made me cry.

I will not though let this ruin my life as it did last year. I am going to try my hardest to stay strong! I am taking the right steps, no drugs, medication, therapy, and lots of love. I am going to really try hard.