Saw III

Not too long ago I watched Saw III. As the days went on, I felt as if I had actually seen how I felt on TV. And then I remembered it was from watching Saw III. Does that make any sense, I watched how I felt on tv. I know, strange.

I feel like the the woman that was the witness to the accident, the one that is hanging naked in the freezer. She is so cold and then the water starts to spray her, freezing her slowly. Thats what I feel like... naked and freezing.

Every night I get sprayed with water. The sad thoughts that run through my head. The different personalities that I have during the day. The face that I show to most people around me, that I am normal and there is nothing wrong with me life. Then, there is the face that is so sad and pathetic. Thats the face I have when I am by myself at night when I am lying in bed. Thats the face that is desperate to show when I am around others. But I can't. So I continue to lie. Feel naked. I am slowly freezing.